2 Corinthians 2:1

But I determined this with myself, that I would not come again to you in heaviness.

But I determined this for myself, that I would not come to you again in sorrow.

But I determined this for myself, that I would not come again to you with sorrow.

And I decided this to myself, not again to come in sorrow unto you,

So I made up my mind not to make another painful visit to you.