1 Corinthians 9:17

For if I do this thing willingly, I have a reward: but if against my will, a dispensation of the gospel is committed unto me.

For if I do this of my own will, I have a reward. But if not of my own will, I have a stewardship entrusted to me.

For if I do this of mine own will, I have a reward: but if not of mine own will, I have a stewardship intrusted to me.

for if willing I do this, I have a reward; and if unwillingly -- with a stewardship I have been entrusted!

If my preaching is voluntary, I have a reward. But if it is not voluntary, I am still entrusted with a responsibility.